YBY

I've never felt the urge to write abt someone to the extent that im going to write now..
i guess im only doing it because i really have, fallen for you.
i always thought falling was alright...cause it makes you stronger.
now i wonder is it really that great...
the feeling is wonderful you know..
loving you.
all i can think of most of the time is how much i love you. how much i miss you.
with you, there was so many first times...
you've also for the first time put a fear in me.
cause right now, all im afraid of is losing you.
i love sleeping in your arms...
i love the strong hold you have on me. No one could control me but you've beaten everyone and you grabbed me and held me down. you make me fly sky high all the time.

Like someone said, i am fucking brave and strong but when it comes to you, i crumble and fall so hard..you were the hardest thing that i had to love..the pain that followed it was excruciating but every bit was worth it...
you taught me so much without yourself knowing it.
you made me happy..
you took away my troubles and although you aren't what everyone thought you could be, i never want you to change for anything else.
the journey was exciting and worth it...everybit of it.

yby, you taught me the definition of unconditional love.
i made a promise at one point of time and at first, i thought it was going to be impossible to keep.
but right now, i know that if anyone had to pull away, it'll be you because i promised to no matter what never ever let you go.

i love you Yeow Ben Yao...
and you can't stop me cause at the end of the day,
I am stubborn...

xoxo
Chit