ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh mannnnnnnnnnnnnn!!!

ok,....
the feeling of jealousy totally sucks..
see
see
see
that's why i hate being aay from somewhere..
then got second wife lar,
then comes the cheating la, then comes the sorry i didnt mean to la..
all because it was a joke..
the people are different as well..
its hard to be with everyone when suddenly dont trust anyone..
i hate my life..
really, there's always something to hate and thats the worst part..
god just kill me..
im aging with no where to go...
im getting super depressed abt it..
6 months coming soon...
im scared..
how long am i going to cling on with my finger tips...
thats what fucking sucks..
this whole place sucks la..
my whole life sucks la....

away from home

aaway from home...for two weeks...is killer...
but its great being at np too... wi th Vinkie... he's cute ah...( faster give me kiss then he'll like pout..)
Felicia....ah lain number two...totally on and damn easy going...very easy to be with...
and definitely easy to be with...

but i miss Ben...like crazy...i never thought it'd be so hard to be away from him..
it's this distance that confirms the fact that i love him so much...

i kiss ah jack, aunty, the staff and ralph too...ssigh...i'll be back home soon but i like the staff at np...but i don't want to get too close to the staff there....dont wan to make the ssme mistake again...

drinking with ah Qi now....

get back to you...
love love

chit